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Look What We Made

by Corzine

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1.
Chaos 04:33
Why is it when I’ve got it so good, so good That I want everything to go all wrong And why is it that I want you so bad, so bad Like I knew it had to be us all along   I sabotage myself the best I'll ruin this like all the rest Nice things can't make it in mayhem   This isn’t old news baby Why am I staring at the back of your neck again  Ooh I thought I’d learned by now But I’m still out here seeking chaos   This isn’t old news baby  Tempted by the way you squint your eyes when you laugh at me Ooh should I resist or no Cause I’m still out here seeking chaos   Is it time for a changing of the tides? Well besides I always get so bored without a change Once in awhile   It's not to say that it's easy to ignore The part of me who's foot is in the door But honestly you're the only reason I'm not sure   I sabotage myself the best I'll ruin this like all the rest Nice things can't make it in mayhem   This isn’t old news baby Why am I staring at the back of your neck again  Ooh I thought I’d learned by now But I’m still out here seeking chaos   This isn’t old news baby The corners of your smile turn up and tell me i’m yours again Ooh I can't resist no more But I’m still out here seeking chaos   I want the life in my mind Cause there's consequences outside But is it right to hide Two obsessions  at the same time   This isn’t old news baby Why am I staring at the back of your neck again  Ooh I thought I’d learned by now But I’m still out here seeking chaos   This isn't old news baby Drawn to make the same mistakes over and over again Oh I'm wearing myself out You know I'm out here seeking chaos
2.
The Moment 03:36
You came Around again and Walked through My mind again and I can’t stand What you do to me I’m Running in circles   Empty Empty-minded you fill up the space Owning your space again Why is it always bout you   It’s like the moment you want me The moment I hear you   In this head space I'm a head case How do you keep me here   Somehow you know  When you've lost me And you bring me right back here   I'm there In your mind again and You can't Can't resist again and it's not fair Blaming it all on you   You had me Oh you had me and you have me still Why can't we just let go Don't you want to let go?   It's like the moment I want you  The moment you hear me   In this head space I'm a head case How do you keep me here   Somehow you know  When you've lost me And you bring me right back here   I loved oh but did I Did you, did we Did you mean that   Were you what you said you Was that true or did you Mean that Did you feel that  
3.
Fool 02:45
Sucked in, again Even though I know better   Tell me is it worth the hours talking you down, saying you’re a go getter?   Use me like a bandaid Cause you’re too afraid To face the "you" that you made   I-I-I-I-I’m running out of empathy Cause the way you abuse me Isn’t worth my time   I-I-I-I-I’ve given all that I can Now I’m taking a stand I refuse to be your  Fool Your fool I'm tired Of your games I'm not having fun now   I'm telling you I'm used up Haven't you had enough? Promised I wouldn't fade   Tell me how's it feel To self-sabotage your way to lonely   Know you'll try to blame me but my conscience is clear Know I'll try to change you knowing you'll never hear   I-I-I-I-I’m running out of empathy Cause the way you abuse me Isn’t worth my time   I-I-I-I-I’ve given all that I can Now I’m taking a stand I refuse to be your Fool Your fool I-I-I-I-I’m running out of empathy Cause the way you abuse me Isn’t worth my time   I-I-I-I-I’m doing all that I can Now I’m taking a stand I refuse to be your Fool Your fool
4.
France Ave 04:09
Hold my breath and count to ten Maybe then, maybe then Never thought I'd want more or different Never thought laughs would make a difference   I don't want to play it safe And walk along France avenue afraid Oh and comfortable is not enough I'll never settle on a me that's strange   This "us" doesn't move me anymore And I know you feel me pull away Don't act like you're surprised and   I'm stuck Stuck between the place I am and where I'll be And he won't leave   I've held your heart with me so long It fit so well in my right pocket I hope to God that you'll be strong And understand it isn't wrong to want   To build a tower taller than my fear With you not here and know I'm fine To feel that we don't fit enough Not giving up but not wasting our time   This "us" doesn't move me anymore And I know you feel me pull away Don't act like you're surprised and   I'm stuck Stuck between the place I am and where I'll be And he won't leave   He's living rent free in my brain Don't care if that makes me insane I'm not throwing it all away You know it'd be worse if I stayed   I don't want to make a rash decision But my livin' isn't through Oh and you deserve someone who isn't Looking for a whole lot more to do   Am I crazy or are his fingers crossed just like mine Have I lost it or should we let them go and intertwine
5.
mess we left 00:47
Thought that we'd see it coming I could have softened the blow Had I let you know   If only I'd known it sooner We could have spent our last days Learning separate ways   All in all I hope You're better for the next Look at me as fondly as you do the rest   One day you'll see the mess we left
6.
Weakness 02:49
After all this time it Doesn't make sense that I Thought I needed to respond, no   Every time that I Thought that I'd lose touch You find me The same as I always am   Thought that I'd stop pining I'd stop whining about things you never said   Let's open up that wound again That's not so much a wound but more of a weakness   I don't even know you But I know I would try again Any day you ask me to I would try again with you   You make me weak What does that mean Is it wrong to want to know you?   You are ever present You can't hide behind The thinly veiled façade of fear You claim to feel   Baby you can't fool me After all this time we know that I can read you like The script I wrote myself   Can't remember why Or when or how did I give you permission To stick around   You make me revert Dig up a version of a me I used to be When I let you in the driver's seat   Thought that we were lovers Thought we messed up The wrong place and wrong time   But were you right for me Despite the voice inside That told us to mess it up   I don't even know you But I know I would try again Any day you ask me to I would try again with you   You're part of why I'm where I'm at I hate that you keep me in check Loosen up your grip on me Or baby you know we'll keep sinking   You make me weak What does that mean? Is it wrong to want to know you?
7.
Control 03:21
Try to tie me down Try to make me feel like you should be around Try to make me squirm Try to make me feel like I will never learn   I'm the lunatic Try to make that stick Try to tell me I'm the one who's sick   I'm the crazy one You're the one who's done I have come undone   I can't let you control what I do Cause I'm not doing any of this for you I won't let you control what I do Cause babe my life now it does not concern you   So I'm not Tied to what you say or think or know or do Not you   So you thought Making messes would lead me right back to you But we're through   Try to spread your lies Try to realize your words are a disguise (Try try to spread your lies, your words are a disguise)   Try to come to terms Try to know you're not the only one who's hurt (You're not the only one, you've got to come to terms   I am hurting too Let me hurt with you Try to see it's true   I'm not the crazy one I'm the one who's done I won't come undone   So I'm not Tied to what you say or think or know or do Not you   So you thought Making messes would lead me right back to you But we're through   I can't let you control what I do Cause I'm not doing any of this for you I won't let you control what I do Cause babe my life now it does not concern you
8.
Leftover coffee Sitting on my desk All of my later's Leaving a big mess   And I've been so stuck I've been in a rut But leftover coffee Isn't the worst thing   There's hair in the shower Clogging up my drain In another hour I'm fed up with my brain   And I've been alright No, not all the time But hair in the shower Isn't the worst thing   All the things I put off Never really go away do they And it comes at the cost Of a girl who's really lost her way And can't you give yourself a break Oh you know that's what my mom would say   Take it easy on yourself   Haven’t changed my sheets In probably 3 weeks But how can you blame me When leaving my bed's a "reach"   And I feel so stuck I'm still this rut But can't we all forgive some dirty sheets   I slept through my meeting And called you by the wrong first name I keep on repeating Everything that makes me lame   And I've been okay Like I always say  But it's just one meeting, right?   All the things I put off Never really go away do they And it comes at the cost Of a girl who's really lost her way And can't you give yourself a break Oh you know that's what my mom would say   Take it easy on yourself Take it easy on yourself, girl
9.
Can somebody help me Can't someone  just lend a hand I want you can see me Need someone to understand It's not just a rut I feel so messed up I feel so messed up
10.
And she knows that you don't forgive easy And she shows just how patient she can be While you stand running hands through your hair   But she tries Tries to pick up the pieces while you cry Cause you don't want to do this Cause it's hard But you're standing in her front yard   Will you go through with it Shut up or do the damn thing You either end up at square one or you put on a ring  Won't you make up your mind   And you hate that a part of you wishes that she'd die In some strange freak accident Cause you don't want to tell her how you feel   But she knows Yeah she's starting to catch on, but she hopes that she still glimmers brightly in your eyes But you don't see a thing   Will you go through with it Shut up or do the damn thing You either end up at square one or you put on a ring   At some point it's easy to hold onto something you know Gets harder and harder to know when it's time to let go   Won't you make up your mind Can't you just get a spine You can't be what you want If you keep her on the line   I'm sorry that I kept you close (Won't you make up your mind)  I should have known to let you go (Can't you just get a spine) I thought if I gave it more time (You can't be what you want) I figured I'd remember why (If you keep her on the line)
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12.
Summer Fling 03:05
The summer breeze blows through my hair And you’re right there   I smell the salty ocean air And you’re right there   Every time I turn a corner in my mind You’re right behind   I see some of you oh everywhere I go I know It’s kind of a lot But it’s not Not yet   If I could spread my wings Then maybe this would be more than a summer Right now it’s just a thing  But maybe it could be more than a summer Don’t need no wedding ring but  Baby could this be more than a summer fling More than a summer fling   Kisses by the campfire would be dear But you’re not here   I hope I haven’t disappeared 'Cause I’m right here   I don’t want to cause a fuss  I just want to discuss the two of us   Summer makes for short-lived love But I want more So much more   If I could spread my wings Then maybe this would be more than a summer Right now it’s just a thing  But maybe it could be more than a summer Don’t need no wedding ring but  Baby could this be more than a summer fling   More than a summer fling More than a summer fling More than a summer fling
13.
Rug Burns 03:44
All you do is make a mess out of me All you say is can you stay   I'm the kind of person to hold on to tattered fragments of The rug you wouldn't let me weave without your pretty fingers on the loom   All we know is how to hurt ourselves All I say is that I want to get away   And you're the kind of person to pull all of my ends loose and leave me Tangled up and mangled while you rest your pretty fingers on the loom   Who would have guessed that something so soft could burn like you? How can I hold you close when nothing hurts like you do? Who would have thought the strings that tied us could be so loose? Just look at the rug burns you left on me What's your excuse?   I'll call you in the morning   All you know Is how to test my love And all I say is can you not push me away   And I'm the kind of person who just can't say no to people like you Use me as your doormat and make sure to slam  the door right in my face   Who would have guessed that something so soft could burn like you? How can I hold you close when nothing hurts like you do? Who would have thought the strings that tied us could be so loose? Just look at the rug burns you left on me What's your excuse?   I'll call you in the morning I'll call you in the morning When the bruises start to heal   The many times I've let you win I don't know how to feel   I thought that we were on the mend But all the rules you'll always bend, and   Not all friendships have to end But it's so hard to be your friend   Oh, who would have guessed that something so soft could burn like you? How can I hold you close when nothing hurts like you do? Who would have thought the strings that tied us could be so loose? Just look at the rug burns you left on me What's your excuse?   Just look at the rug burns you left on me What's your excuse?   Just look at the rug burns you left on me What's your excuse?   I'll call you in the morning
14.
anterograde 00:47
In a constant state of disarray Filled with feelings I can't put away It's not your fault are words I'll never say I thought I'd learned how to be less afraid   The things I tell myself feel like a blade I shouldn't ask you to be my first aid It's like I gave myself anterograde But my anxiety is so passé
15.
Panic 02:57
I hear your voice in every song I write Telling me no  That it doesn't sound right   It’s tingling all around my frontal lobe I think I might explode Don’t feel like myself no more   No more I need it all to stop The swarm It’s warm Then cools off on the spot   My chest I rest  But you won’t go away You stay   I’m waiting for change   I see your face in every window pane Saying “go home You can’t be out here alone   You always need an exit strategy When you’re with me” I can’t take it no more   No more The tension in my mind Release A piece Oh when will I be fine   No I  Can’t breathe Oh why can’t I calm down Oh silly me   I’ve done it again   And if I start to panic (God help me) 'Cause this train is off the rails And if I start to panic (I’m a goner) 'Cause I can’t come down from here   At night’s the worst when you get hold of me Just let me sleep What did I ever do to you   Oh boy she’s fighting with herself again And they’re all listenin’ But can they really hear me scream   Inside  The echoes in my head I’m fine I swear Just need to go to bed   Relax  Just breathe Just count from one to ten I'm fine   I’m stuck here again   And if I start to panic (God help me) 'Cause this train is off the rails And if I start to panic (I’m a goner) 'Cause I can’t come down from here   It’s a whirlwind Swimming in my brain I’m gonna drown I’m hurting To the naked eye it’s not around Am I hiding  It well enough to convince you all   I’m fine I’m fine I’m not fine   Cause if I start to panic Will you be there Or will I scare you away   Yeah if I start to panic Will I make it Through another anxious day

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released April 30, 2020

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Corzine Minneapolis, Minnesota

Born and raised in Minneapolis, Hayley Lewis (Corzine), first started writing songs on the ukulele and piano at the age of 15 and has blossomed into a full-time performer.



Drawing Influences from such artists as Orla Gartland, dodie, Sara Bareilles, Ingrid Michaelson, LEON, Hayley Williams, and other powerful female vocalists, Corzine's style could be described as indie rock.
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